Cutting the government.

A man needs only himself.

We are a society that thrives on our technological advancement, we love to brag about how civilized we are and how many new variations of an iPod we can create. so why do we still allow a shit ass government to take over our lives?
people could be out there growing their own food, easily.
Its called hydroponics, it’s not only used for weed.

But they choose not to.
people could easily live their lives with out money.
But they must have some form of attachment into the “real world”
the wars should never have started. anywhere
but we just have to listen to someone else telling us what to take and what to leave. if we can kill them we can own them right!

We are so dumb we let these asinine jack asses tell us what laws we must obey and how our food gets processed.
the kinds of things that they permit we must accept and bow down to.

and if you don’t have money, well good luck getting a car.
good luck finding a place to live.
and if you are looking for romance haha well good luck finding a girl who will stick with someone who can’t pay cash for necessities our ancestors simply bartered for.

We don’t need the government, we never did and in all truth until there is only one government in charge of all the world there will always be fights. there will always be fear, wars and there will always be separation among st our cultures and that is the biggest manipulation our amazing government has, hatred.
But the biggest tool for control is your stupidity. At some point ignorance and lack of knowledge turns into down right stupidity. and YOU ARE IN FACT VERY STUPID.

2011
08/19
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Through Eye Sight.

As beings of near transcendental perfection.

To simply dumb it down, our bodies are basically water and space.
Our bodies are literately 99.999 empty space
Quantum  physics tells us this, Every single atom that composes us is made up of 99.9999 space and the subatomic particles flying around at lightning speed are actually bundles of vibrating energy.

As humans We are so vulnerable to decease and injury *Death*
because we are all so physically weak, The thing is we are past the age of brutality
our bodies are no longer our strong point all our bodies ever did was become our first tool and now
to be completely honest, in my opinion our bodies are the thing that is holding us back.
we are so concerned with being as physically pleased as we can.

I'm not on drugs i swear.

Our evolution was never a physical change it was always a mental transcendental movement,
new ideas, new perspectives, new ways of looking at things for the better of our human kind.
As our minds evolve, our bodies change and adjust to what our brains tell them, not evolution but adaptability.
A placebo effect of a completely different magnitude.

We are all connected by energy, some fools might reject this notion but in the end it is the only truth I believe in at this point.

The only difference between me and other humans are the experiences that have shaped my core.
The moment your universe began, all the little things that happened, the things that kept you would be what in the end turn into natural instinct you are not born with it like everything else your instinct is learned.
Certain people are manipulated by the universal energy at a young age, their instinct becomes intertwined with our mental connection with the universe, our awareness comes from this connection and following it comes everything else
such as our emotions, intelligence, differences.etc
You can deny we are all connected but you cannot deny your awareness and your conscience.
We are all a diversity in a Huge universe, we are all connected by the same universal energy along with the natural ability to tap into it.

Our biggest enemy is separation, We must thrive to live together as a community, to help each other out for the sake of our existence, separation only brings insecurities and fear, wars, destruction, death.
I do admit, its easier to destroy than to build, but if we ever want to live for hundredths of thousands of billions of years we better learn to fucking play ball with each other.

2011
08/15
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Trees.

Although part of the same root every leaf is different.
The perfect representation of life.
The perfect representation of the universe.

The roots forming through the soil grow  into the earth burrowing themselves for nourishment, to feed the rest of the plant sacrificing themselves to feed the entire plant above it.

Wondrous life force.

The tree grows away from the roots extending itself toward the sky reaching up and around extending itself as wide as possible and spreading its influence as wide around as it can to catch the spot light.
The most powerful source of energy we have ever known, the sun.
Every single branch spreads itself around mostly without touching themselves in every so direction it can, every leaf is born, grows and withers and in the end is carried off by the wind though new leaves always replace their predecessors.
They are all connected, and even after death faith stays the same
Taken where ever the wind goes.

2011
08/15
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Kind strangers

One day i swear to  find myself

It was perhaps two weeks ago, i might be wrong.
drugs have been consumed carelessly and friendships have been annihilated, others came closer.
In my mind too much time had been wasted around these places, in chemical induced clarity, and certainly not sober but mostly growing and aching but also clearly important realizations came.
These thoughts have kindled a certain fire in my mind that has driven me to make decisions
my friends don’t believe me, my parents shall not know and my sisters will probably forget about me.
but once my journey begins i cannot return. ever again.
Ill likely die……but in my mind that means nothing, everyone dies.

My travels will begin on the 27th of august, the day i turn twenty shall be the last day i remain to waste with these horrible wasteful people, people that have nothing in their mind about real struggle, people who get bored and do drugs because life is too miserable for them, not because they don’t have opportunity, but because they have so much of it that its hard for them to choose something, you can’t make up your fucking mind about what you wanna do for so long that eventually your already counted days begin to flow and soon its too fucking late, your life flew you by and you never did anything. I’m done being a middle class worker getting ripped off by the government with every purchase and getting payed what some other scum bag chooses what to pay me.

things i wish to experience.

things i wish to experience.

I don’t have anything set in stone or any plan that is bullet proof that means i will in fact be successful.
(I did say my death is likely)
but i will not waste any more time after i turn twenty, i will walk until my feet bleed and i will starve untill my stomach dries but i will continue. i cannot afford to let my life fly by me.

2011
08/14
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Wonderful music

like the sound of a metallic cry, the rifts of these guitars are truly wonderful.

whoever invented such amazing wondrous things that make the most saddening noises that help convey the lyrics. of course we can never ignore the lyrics because with out that you have nothing and you get bands like the killers that say absolutely nothing and rely solely on their instruments.

Its almost a violation of privacy how some of these artists can grasp something that you though was a moment you had experienced and saved to yourself, sometimes scary to know someone else has such sadness in them i wan.. no i wish i could write my thoughts in such ways, oh Mr cash i wish i could deliver you from your torment.

2010
07/12
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Its just a contest.

Is it just me, or lately the single subject of conversation that i have noticed around my group of friends is how bad you have it, or how horrible your life has been?

Everytime I am engaged in conversation with someone (usually one friends) the subject that we keep drifting back and forth into is about how bad we have it , how we had it as children, I am so sickened by this, its a never ending contest of who has it worst, the thing that disgustes me the most is that there are starving children out there, constantly stalked by plage, slavery, prostitution, much worst than all these stupid spoiled kids could ever think of, yet those children don’t think of how bad they have it, they make do with what they have, and they see the hapiness in life.

the hapiness shown even in the darkest of times

the hapiness shown even in the darkest of times

I guess i am simply tired of this sick grattification that we depend on, this sence of self worth that comes with basically bragging about how awful you think your great, lazy life is.

Don’t get me wrong, i do know of people that have to deal with stuff that make a pile of shit look appealing but thats not always the case, and i know this for a fact.

2009
06/16
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Through my eyes.

Usually i see something, something that makes me think, about me, about my girlfriend, about world population, about poverty, it is something that makes me change my opinion on something, it makes me feel small, it makes me feel what its like to be somebody else.

It could be something as meaningless as little ants carrying a dead insect.

A palm tree moving violently against the struggle of the wind.

My friend calling me up after buying crack from behind a CVS.

there are things i wish i could communicate to the world in a heartbeat.

simply because it feels like no one else has ever experienced such, once i even tried standing very still and trying to mentally reach someone, even it was one person, i have always been desperate to show what i feel about something, to truly communicate with someone, but i never have the satisfaction of knowing someone will fully understand my every aspect.

i believe i am too self aware in this universe, i am truly self aware, but thats the gift of humanity.

2009
06/10
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Drugs (the bad kind)

I will just write down my opinion on certain kinds of drugs.

  1. Cigarettes: Are and to my OPINION will always be a bad drug (yes there are good drugs, i’ll explain later), anyway cigarettes, they are the ignorant’s alternative to marijuana, they are so packed with addicting chemicals, poisons, shit, they are HORRIBLE for your lungs, your throat, they give you heart problems the side effects are countless, oh right they also make you vulnerable to cancer.
  2. Marijuana: Is bad for you, if you smoke it that is, it has the same/worst effect on your lungs than cigarettes, but that is if you make the mistake of smoking it, marijuana is the misunderstood drug, i will not give it the bad drug rating but thats just depending on way its taken in, it can be bad for you, marijuana does no damage to your brain cells, infact humans have been smoking MJ for so long that we developed THC receptors in our cerebelum. Oh one more thing, marijuana helps fight cancer in women, if you are a girl, and you like MJ, you are less likely to get cancer.
  3. Alcohol: Well, as fun as drinking alcohol is (trust me it is) it still is horribly bad for you, you lose motor skills just like that, you become either violent, or really horny, you tell people things you shouldn’t, you are a billion more times likely to be in a car crash, but thats why i mentioned motor skills going down the toilet, anyway, its a very bad drug, as long as you don’t do it too excessibly you won’t get liver damage, but its bad for you no matter how much you do it.
  4. Cocaine: Huh, thats a no brainer, seriously, it makes holes in your brain, you get addicted, not like cigarettes, nor like alcohol, but like, sucking someones dick addicted.

Well i was going to add some other stuff, but i figured these are the basic, also the majority of the other stuff is opium related and cocaine is opium.

Oh, good drugs, well have you ever been to a pharmacy? those are the good drugs, they help you regulate the chemicals in your body when they are not, they help fight off viruses, they help you get better, at some point into your life you needed them and you most likely got really fucked up because of it, even diet pills fuck you up, in two ways.

So there, its not like anyone cares about what i have to say on here anyway.

2009
06/10
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